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I'm listening to Country music right now.. I was watching 'BloodTies' yeah it's ~alright~ I'm sure the books are better.
It's warmer today.. but damp and I'm cold... I'm in a blah mood. Not depressed.. the meds are still working, but just not full of pep. Maybe cuz yesterday pretty much sucked!!! I got one of my headaches. I woke up with it and tried the meds that I was prescribed. I did try and go on about my day. Shopping with my neighbor and her son. We went out to lunch.. funny part of the day.. watching my 4 year old neighbors reaction to me eating a plate of greens. I might as well be eating a big ole plate of worms. LOL We ended up cutting the day short cuz.. I just couldn't take the pain.. I came home and tried to sleep it off... but nothing I did worked.. Finely my friend Hope called and I almost didn't answer, she could tell I was in pain and I told her it was my head again. So she came over and made me a cup of tea. Dad was reluctant to believe that it would work.. but I didn't care.. if someone told me that smoking a big ole joint soaked in bat blood mixed with vodka would help I would have done that. This was much less bazaar. She made the tea with a herb called Fever few.. I've known about it before but didn't have any with me.. and sure as shit.. about 30 minutes later I was feeling better.
Looking forward to fishing soon =) I think 'Teddy' likes to fish... I hope he dose. Cuz it's in my blood and I fish a lot! A pic of a good spot..
Saturday was interesting.. Dad and I saw 'Black Snake Moan' it was Goooood! Not great but damn good. It's one of those movies that is hard to explain.. and I don't know if I would recommend it to anyone. It's not a sinister and twisted as I thought it would be.. but still good. It had more of a Southern Christian take to it.. but then it was not what I would consider a religious movie. Dad did say he only went along with me because I really wanted to see it. But he thought it was good too and the best role he has ever seen Sam do. I don't think so, but he did do a good job. So next week we are not going to see a movie.. we are going to stay home and do some shooting.. Dad's a great shot.. I can hold my own.. just get nervous around dad.. that intimidation thing..
After the movies with dad, I went to a Zzaaaa party with 'Teddy' and his sister. We were in Charleston.. I love going to town.. so I asked 'Teddy' if we could go early so I could go shopping. He just laughed.. and we did.. I got me some clothes.. woot woot. I got a new pair of jeans, a few new shorts, and some T's, 2 skirts and a dress for Easter Sunday.. a few head bands and a clutch. 'Teddy' wasn't even bored.. he didn't mind helping me pick out clothes.. we shared some ice cream and then took off to meet his sister. She is a 3 years younger and a Spit Fire.. it was just her friends zzaaa beer and blowing.. but then her arch rival came in with her pack.. and it was on.. the evil stairs, the sarcastic sayings and they were tit for tat until.. 'Spit Fires' rival started flirting hard core with the guy that she is interested in.. before anyone knew it.. there was a bitch fight about to happen. I was taking my turn to bowl.. and I heard "I'm gonna fuck you up cunt" I turned and 'Teddy' was holding his sister back.. it was craziness. The guy was not all that impressive.. looks, attitude or intelligence... hell "Spit Fire' had to pay for his game, beer and grub... ummm yeah.. I asked 'Teddy' why she just don't let the other girl have him.. not like he is worth fighting over.. and he said.. that his sister knows that this guy is just a fun flirt and nothing long term.. but she ain't going to let the other chic have him on principle.. Besides the drama.. it was ok.. I bowled a 190.. I still suck! 'Teddy' beat me.. and it seemed to please him. We are both competitive and it was fun going at each other... I got along with his sister.. man she is something else. The kind that will just say whateva she thinks. Took one look at me and said "She's better looking than what you normally date" I didn't know what to say.. then she grilled me in-between insults with her rival or so it seemed. Asking lots of questions and I was able to make her laugh a few times.. so by the end of the night.. 'Teddy' said his sister liked me. Next Sunday I'm going to Church with him to meet the rest of his family.
Do you ever feel like you keep meeting the same person over and over on the net.. like they have different names but are all just one person.. I swear to God that I have this weird feeling that I have met the same person like 4 or 5 times.. I just wonder why.. I mean.. I believe we met people for a reason.. sometimes it's a lesson to be learned, or it's needed to met another vip. I just can't seem to figure out why I keep meeting this person.. and I sure that person knows it's me too.. almost as if I'm being sought out.. but why.. if it's the person I think it is..I know that I'm nothing important and we don't really have anything bad or good to say about each other.. we are just indifferent.. if I were to die this person could care less. I think I would.. but I care when I see a animal killed on the road. Or hear of that horrid death on the news. But this person don't seem to care about people in gen. kinda like most people are just a way to be amused until something or someone better comes along.. Maybe I'm wrong.. maybe it's just a silly crazy notion of mine.. who knows.. the thing is.. I think it's the same person.. but I can't really prove it.. and if I called out about it.. I'm sure the person would just deny it.
Not doin much of anything today. Got some studding to do.. and some cleaning too. Teddy will be over later tonight and I think we are going to play Rival Swords...
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